Among the vast permutations of our structure, structure of existence or higher probability of no existence at all, we exist-we exist the way we are, stereo typically; without our eyes below lips and hands below hips. We exist despite of billions other beings that could have existed, we exist in our place unaware of the idea that I could have been in your place and you in mine.
For this huge conspiracy the universe played, leading to existence or thing called life, there definitely exists a purpose. Nothing is without purpose I believe. And our existence has a definite purpose. Searching it and serving it is what we are meant to do.
Do We Matter?
Yes nihilism might be a thing. You live or die, there isn’t a simple change that’d bring about a very change in this unimaginably huge system. Ever wondered how you cannot make a difference, how imbecile you are within the vastness of this totality? The Earth would revolve even if you die or live… the sun would shine no matter what you do, the infinity wouldn’t doom to null-ness without you. The idea is, you don’t matter.
The first and the second ideas might sound contradictory. But well it’s not. Existence is for a purpose as I mentioned and so is your life; but you don’t matter. It’s your purpose that slightly matters for this mere time being in this vast space time. In this totality, it’s your being and worth that’d make a difference for all the existence till it exists. (Heavy words I know.)
Now how the two ideas of purpose and the no value of your existence correlate is the plan. Think of it- the universe playing such huge game to bring your existence wouldn’t have a mere plan to overcome the idea of you not fulfilling your destiny? Well, there are 7 billion mere humans in this Earth alone. How wouldn’t the other one do it if you didn’t?
I wouldn’t take long. Here’s the point. Differences can be made in this small chunk of space time (Well, it wouldn’t matter for this totality. We know.). To make or not to make is up to you. You can make a small difference, be known and gratified by the rest of the existence, or do nothing and be nothing as if your existence weren’t there.
You decide it. Only you.
Relatively, it’s not a big crunch.
By: Yugantar Paudel, The Chief Cynic.